I'm a classically-trained multi-instrumentalist, writer and philosophical pessimist who has an obsession with blades, film, literature, mythology, history, video games, horror and more. I also strongly believe in consent and reducing suffering and therefore am an antinatalist and vegan.
Music is a life-long passion for Me and is the only thing in the world that can truly please Me, control Me, and even destroy Me. In the words of the iconic Duke Ellington, "Music is my Mistress." Chopin's nocturnes have the power to carry Me off to another plane of existence, especially when I am performing them Myself. The experimentation of The Beatles opened My mind to many different styles growing up, and David Bowie's changing personas and sexual freedom influenced Me greatly. More current influences include Sunn O))) (who I have seen live) and Amon Amarth, and My favourite musician overall is the wonderfully bassy Paul Pena.
The authors that inspire Me most are Cioran, Dostoyevsky, Lovecraft, Ligotti, Poe and Mary Shelley, although there are many more. On the Heights of Despair, Notes from Underground and Noctuary are My favourite books, while The Cask of Amontillado, The Call of Cthulhu, and Dr. Come & Mr. Veech are some of My favourite horror stories.
I also enjoy film for its capacity to pull Me into what the world could be. Tarkovsky's films Solaris (1972) and Stalker (1979) helped Me to feel, process, and understand time in a different, more cathartic way. Night of the Living Dead (1968) inspired My love of zombies and apocalypse narratives. I love to see these world's break down and our reactions to that loss of stability. Chaplin's The Great Dictator (1940) and Kubrick's Dr. Strangelove (1964) slake My taste for sharp political satire, while Miyazaki's films in general (Porco Rosso, Princess Mononoke, Kiki's Delivery Service) help Me to indulge in carefree whimsy with all the stimulating visuals I need. And I am always looking for your best film recommendations.
I find Myself drawn to the study of religion, spirituality, mysticism, although I am not religious Myself. The symbolism, history, and devotion are fascinating to Me, especially on the topic of suffering (such as in Buddhism).
I am very open-minded when it comes to fantasies, fetishes and kinks, but My favourites are tease and denial, humiliation, impact play, worship, historical roleplay and vore.
$5 for My ManyVids Crush
$5 for My AVNStars, or free to follow for public content
$6.66 for My Onlyfans
If you want to send a gift to your Goddess to show your love and worship, gift cards from any of these places would do the trick (send to firstname.lastname@example.org):
Arm The Animals
The Vulva Gallery
Toronto Symphony Orchestra
I also encourage you to donate to the following charities in My name whenever possible.
Crisis Rescue International
Food Not Bombs
International Animal Rescue
International Planned Parenthood Federation
MSI Reproductive Choices
United Nations Population Fund
World Federation for Mental Health